Military children are the toughest. No matter how old they are. <3
(Source: ijustdontgiveashitanymore)
his pledge to her:
i will kill the spiders. i will share my fries with you when you’ve finished all yours and are still hungry. i won’t ever pop my collar. i will never be rude to your tummy- when i hear it growl and gurgle, i promise to bend down and reply respectfully. i will eat the mushrooms when we order the supreme pizza. i will kiss the papercuts. and the door-slammed finger. and the counter-bumped hip. i’ll try my hardest not to get annoyed when you whisper questions and comments during movies. i will be the big spoon. i will let you win at wrestling. sometimes. other times i will not. i will go faster. harder. i will pull when you want. and tease you when you don’t. i will send you random texts and leave you silly gifts. not always. not on schedule. just whenever i want to. whenever i think you need one. or seven. i will check your tire pressure. and remind you to take your car in. i will hold your hand. i will love you. i will love you. i will love you.
you, again.
i can not get you out of my head. i can not stop thinking about you. nothing has ever happened between us but for some reason you’re all i’ve been thinking about lately. in my mind, i see us holding hands.. kissing… smiling & me being the happiest i’ve ever been. the thing that scares me the most about you is that you might be the one i’ve waited for my entire life. oh, i don’t know.. who am i kidding? all i know is valentines day is in two days and the only thing i see (besides a dozen donuts) is you walking towards me with that precious smile on your face. i’ve already fallen so hard for you.. just in the small conversations we’ve had. that scares me really badly. i wish you could see how i see you. because you are impossibly perfect.
past.
You’re a never ending part of my past. All the time I spend not thinking about you, I bandage up the part of my heart that’s broken.. Then the second I think or talk about you, it’s like that bandage breaks and I can feel my heart splitting in two again. It hurts so bad, and there is no way I can make it any better. I wish I would have never met you. I wish you were never a part of my life.
